[health rant]

It is very hard to maintain positivity when you are in pain every day, your body is undependable at best, your health stands in the way of any possible success, and help is so hard to come by. It kills any chance of hope.

Tried to make an appointment today for Kelly's chest pains at a free clinic. They said their wait time to see uninsured patients was 6-8 months. None of the free clinics are accepting new uninsured patients, and this "ObamaCare" thing is so goddamn confusing.

And my doctors wonder why I'm depressed. Try being chronically ill, and poor. It's fucking awesome.

This is insane. I hate America. I want to move to Canada.