On my way to my first "support group"

So, I'm pretty sure I have ADD. Talked to a couple therapists, started reading a book about it, but can't get treatment until insurance goes through, so I am stuck in a limbo.

Did some research, found out there is an adult ADD support group that meets monthly in Downtown. Awesome, other people who "get it" so I don't feel so alone with this, and hey, maybe some free therapy!

But in my head, I had Kelly sitting next to me. I'm terrified of new people. Like, legitimately terrified. I've had panic attack over this before, but it depends how social I've been how bad it is- normally you can't tell, but I've been stuck in the house pretty much nonstop since we moved down here.

And Kelly and my dad won free jet boat tickets tonight. Dang it.

So I'm on the bus, by myself, heading to a group of strangers I've never met, because I am THAT desperate for help, any kind of help.

But I am terrified.